tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88935282011-12-15T02:44:47.484-06:00I am a single mom. I am also an abuse survivor but i am most importantly one of God's children now. This is set up to show many what i go through daily as a survivor of physical and sexual and mental abuse. This is set up to show how the love of my Father in Heaven has helped me in my healing and how many who He is working through has helped me. This will bring up many different issues. Some things may be hard to read. God Bless.... my_angel_eyes3 my_angel_eyes3http://www.blogger.com/profile/02392493991782398278noreply@blogger.comBlogger591100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893528.post-35941733638292227742007-07-12T12:15:00.000-05:002007-07-12T12:26:47.683-05:00

It saddens me that our men and women are still over there fighting but i fear if they pull out now (like many want) then things will get even worse over there in iraq. It is my opinion that many of our military men and women feel that we are no longer backing them and that has got to frustrate the hell out of them....Here in the United States we only see and hear on the news what they feel we

my_angel_eyes3http://www.blogger.com/profile/02392493991782398278noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893528.post-30236390663979614772007-07-03T11:09:00.000-05:002007-07-03T11:12:33.931-05:00

Well it's been a long time since i've written here.... i took some time off the internet and let me tell you it helped alot... i no longer have my groups i use to have on the interenet... i deleted them for a few different reasons.... my son lives with his father... my daughter is doing great... i'm doing great... things are going quite well... i'll be posting more later but wanted to just write

my_angel_eyes3http://www.blogger.com/profile/02392493991782398278noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893528.post-1132863953751245952005-11-24T14:21:00.000-06:002005-11-24T14:25:53.760-06:00

Many of us will go about our day today not worrying about anything but the meal we are cooking. I will be cooking tomorrow.. Many will not be thinking of others and what they are going through this season... There is one i know who is so scared that her cancer has come back.. that is what she is spending this season thinking about...There are many fathers out there spending there seasons without

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if you see deleted replies it is because they are advertising on my blog and i don't go for that.. so please do not think i am deleteing somones responces to me.. prayers and luv.. jenny

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Things have been real crazy lately.. i've been hybernating and not really wanting to be around anyone.. things are messed up with my job and i have no clue when that will be starting.. my family is messed up again of course.. i miss my son so much.. he is living with his father as of this past may and i'm still not use to it.. there are no hard feelings between him and i but he wants to farm with

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I'm sorry but i really must talk about what has happened here in the united states.. i didn't have net service for a while because i had to chose things that my chlidren needed over the net.... God provides right... It was such a disgrace what our own government put our fellow americans through.. we can jump and be across seas to help people with in 24 hours but when it happens in our own back

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I've been off the net for a while and wanted to let everyone know i'm back.. while i was off the net i spent alot of time with God and will continue to do so even now that i am back.. so be watching for what comes next.. prayers and luv.. jenny

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Loveby jenny dobsonhow can i lovewhen i feel no lovehow can someone love meif i dont love mehow do you learn to lovewhen you've never felt lovehow do you give lovewhen you've never been given lovelove is a strong emotionis there really such a thinghow do you know it is lovewhen it can be the opposite thingwhen someone says i love youhow do you know it's realfor is there such a thingas someone

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Today is my birthdayand here i sit all alonekids are gonefamily has not calledbut i have wonderful friendson here who have not forgotten...thank you all...jenny

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There is some debate on whether you will end up in Heaven or if you will go to hell for taking your life. Lets see if we can find out what the Bible says about it.First off we will start with the people in the bible that did commit suicide in some form..Abimelech did in Judges 9:5454Then he called hasitly unto the young man his armourbearer, and said unto him,Draw they sword, and slay me, that

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So it's been a while since i've written here... and i have much to get caught up on so bare with me with it being long....2 weeks ago my son got ringworm from the farm at his dads.. so i've had him here trying to get that cleared up and then we went camping for a few days.. left last thursday and was suppposed to stay until sunday sometime... on saturday i guess my sons friend got mad at him for

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So i survived the abuse i went through.. but it seems to be quite strong in my head right now... and i have all this crap going on in my head that would be hard for most people to understand.. everyone would think i was a freak... but i'm not.. and i'm not crazy... but i sure do feel like it sometimes.... i was supposed to go out of town for the holiday.. well that changed.. then i was supposed

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So i was at home alone.. my children at my older sisters house to spend the night last night.. and i get a phone call around 12:30 or so.. my neice crying.. she was 17th on the 26th.. seems my aunt.. my mothers sister... is there cutting herself and trying to kill herself.. in one of her rages she rips the vcr off the shelf in my neices room and it slips out of her hand and lands on my daughters

my_angel_eyes3http://www.blogger.com/profile/02392493991782398278noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893528.post-1119732715837166182005-06-25T15:19:00.000-05:002005-06-25T15:51:55.876-05:00

Okay here i go... i still have had not sleep.. my body just will not give in and i have 2 children here that i can't sleep and let them run.. i just dont do that as a parent.. now my son is mad at me because i'm not taking them to the beach today but to be quite honest as tired as i am i should not be driving... an hour of sleep in 2 days is just not good...My son preceeded to tell me that before

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So here i am and still really no sleep from last night. I got about 1 hour and in that one hour that i dozed off a little my mind just kept on racing. Nothing able to slow it down. Thoughts upon thoughts flying through my head. So here i am once again writing.. but i never really got to update anyway since i moved on what all has been going on since the move...For one.. I am starting college in

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I hate it when i go through this and can't sleep once again.. i hate nights like this... so it will be tomorrow night or rather tonight before i get sleep... i even have meds to help me sleep and it's just not doing anything once again tonight.. almost 5am and no sleep.. anyway.. God be with you all who read this... prayers and luv.. jenny

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Today we spent most of the day at the beach.. i did some cleaning and fed my daughter lunch and then off we went to pick people up and bring them with us.. I've been in such a mood lately.. crabby i guess you could say.. but it seems like i have some anger in me right now.. i hate it when i get to feeling like this.. but i am working through it without hurting anyone.. not that i would

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I've recently since being back online updated the site for my groups.. i'm giving the link here so you can check it out.. also on the bottom of the page is the links to my groups.. feel free to join or check them out.. prayers and luv.. jennyhttp://www.geocities.com/my_angel_eyes3/AngelsofMercy.html

my_angel_eyes3http://www.blogger.com/profile/02392493991782398278noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893528.post-1118867265031735202005-06-15T15:26:00.000-05:002005-06-15T15:27:45.253-05:00

I have my pc up and going everyone... i moved and just got the internet and phone hooked up yesterday.. so i will be taking a few days of getting caught up and stuff and then will begin here again and let you all know what's been going on.. prayers and luv.. jenny

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So last Friday i went to wisconsin with my best friend.. they had a benefit dance up there for her and her family.. a little over 2 months ago she lost her oldest daughter.. Her daughter had snuck out of the house to meet someone and in the process she was attacked by 4 dogs.. It was so bad that she was delerious and went the wrong way and ended up dying out in the cold... from the cold... the

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Today it is only about 40 degrees but it is nice and sunny and i am in the mood to cook out.. the nice weather is coming and that means.. camping and fishing and cooking out and spending time out in Gods creation... it will be alot easier to stay out of the depressions when about to get out and do things with my children... we love being outside...My son is a little annoyed with me today because

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Things are going good here.. i started back at my old job last night.. was only supposed to work four hours but they called me in early...lol.. it was all good.. we almost had a racial fight break out in the store because of some drunk why guy... but we got things settled down... thankfully... Tomorrow is church... My older sister was supposed to come for a lunch dinner type thing so we called

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1 Thessalonians 3:3so that no one would be unsettled by these trials. You know quite well that we were destined for them.Do not be afraid of the trails you face today for God Himself does not promise a life without them. In fact in some verses in the Bible we are to expect them.2 Thessalonians 1:4Therefore, among God's churches we boast about your perseverance and faith in all the persecutions

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Mark 10:27With God all things are possible.I start with this one because i want each and everyone of you to know this. Our healing together is possible if only we turn and ask God for help. Jeremiah 32:27Behold, I am the Lord, the God of all flesh. Is there anything too hard for Me?Right here He is telling us that nothing is to hard for Him. He is there. He does answer prayers. Look to Him and

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I wanted to let you know to please feel free to contact me.... There is nothing to feel dumb about either... Let God lead you and know that i am here for you... my_angel_eyes3@yahoo.com... prayers and luv.. jenny

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Ok.... so i find myself feeling better today... is it something of my doing?? No of course not! i have had many of you and many friends praying for me and a few days ago a joined a few Christian groups that are just that.. Just Christian groups... a place i need to go and ask for prayers and i read their posts and they are very uplifting groups... upon joining one of the groups it had a 24 hour

my_angel_eyes3http://www.blogger.com/profile/02392493991782398278noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893528.post-1104456522046456232004-12-30T19:21:00.000-06:002004-12-30T19:28:42.046-06:00

So i'm seeing my councelor again and i'm on meds for my depression and stuff and i'm wondering if i will have to be on them forever.. i'm told i'm bipolar and yes when reading through alot of it seems to discribe me... so in being bi polar i will be on meds for that forever probably.. it has been very hard for me to keep a job and for me to keep friendships or any kind of relationships.. i push

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this little girl of 8by jenny dobson this little girl of 8 runs to her roomin hopes that he will pass her byshe prays that he will not look her wayshe runs to her closetin hopes he will not see herfor she knows that it's forbiddenthat it's a sin this little girl of 8 she runs to her roomin hopes that the rage she sends will pass her byshe knows not a day goes by that she must feel this rageshe

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why????by jenny dobson why were you not there to protect mehow could you not see the pain in mewhy did i have to feel all this painhow could you turn your back on mewhat did i do to deserve this painwhen was it decided i was to blamewhat was the reason that you left me in shamewhen was it decided that i was not the samewhere di dyou go when i screamed out in fearwhat did i dowhat did i saywhy do

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I can't seem to get out of this rut i am in... i'm sinking and i don't know how to get out of this... God is keeping the strength in me to keep going but i dont know how much longer i can hang on... they say you won't go anywhere if it is not your time... but i often wonder if that is true...

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I feel like i'm sinking.. do you ever get that feeling.. like your falling into a black pit and can't get out of it... God i pray to you for you help.. please help me to overcome this... help me...

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I havn't written for a while because God seems to think i am reading to begin dealing with more of my past.. He's revealed more to me and i can only pray that i can deal with it.. please keep me in your prayers.. thank you.. Jenny

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There is a young girl that i work with that is 18 yrs old who for some reason her and i started talking last night and she started opening up to me.. i wasn't pushing her to talk but i did ask her little questions when she did start talking.. she knew nothing about my groups that i have online here and she knew nothing of my past.. but somehow we got on the subject of her and she told me how she

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I'm heading back to work tonight after having to take time off for my daughter being sick... for my sons tests.. and because of my migraines.. God be with me it sure has been a tough time of late... i can only figure that satan is trying to bring me down because i am becoming closer and closer to my Daddy in heaven... In my reading of the bible last night i am working on reading 2 Kings.. not

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my anger is strongwhat can i dohave i waited to longto do what i need toomy emotions are rawthey're threatening to burstdo i follow the lawand bury my thirsti hate how i feelso i give myself to HIMi shall not steelor live in sinHE'S forgiven mefor all i have doneso now i can seei know how to move on!! jenny

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IN HIS GRIPHE holds me tightIN HIS GRIPi dont feel spiteIN HIS GRIPi know HE'S rightIN HIS GRIPi sing HIS songIN HIS GRIPi will never be gonefor IN HIS GRIPi feel so strong.... jenny

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my faith by jenny dobson my faith is shakey i've been put to the test i stand there shaking trying to do my best searching to see if he is deep within me wondering am i worthy of His love or am i to be shoved from above am i to have that inner peace or ami to always have this inner beast can He not see i wish to believe can He not see how unworthy i be i try to find him but i cannot see is

my_angel_eyes3http://www.blogger.com/profile/02392493991782398278noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893528.post-1100152686455446252004-11-10T21:55:00.000-06:002004-11-10T23:58:06.456-06:00

So this past week or so has been quite busy... my daughter ended up with pnuemonia and today i found out that my son may have a tumor behind his left ear drum.. so he is going to have a catscan on friday... satan has really been trying to do a number on me and he almost did it but once again God has prevailed and my faith is in Him and will not falter again i pray... all these trials we go

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Today was a very hard and emotional day for me... Started this morning at work. One of my moms closests friends came into my work today.. it has been ages since i saw her.. i saw her husband at my moms funeral in May but she had been out of town and couldn't get back... She started tearing up and held her hand to her heart and told me how sorry she was of mom's passing... so what do i do... i

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Tonight i have voted... first time in a long time that i even cared enough to vote... It looks to be an interesting night with all the voting coming to an end in these next few hours.. although i'm sure it will be drawn out again... but i can honest say that nobody will have a right to complain about who does become president if they did not get out and vote.. I was one who never complained

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ok so i just wrong more on me and it didn't post.. i dont look forward to writing it over agian

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Ok so i go into adulthood and my sons father and i end up breaking up when i'm 21 or so... from then on i go from relationship to relationship pushing people away.. each time someone got close i pushed them until they left... i also seemed to know they would leave anyway so why not push them so they would do it faster... they way i saw it i wasn't worthy enough to be loved by anyone.. i still

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Well i'm off to work... Tonight i work anywhere from 4 hours to 12 hours.. depends on if the 3rd shift person shows up... He hasn't been to reliable this past week so i was asked that if he doesn't show if i would stay.. so stay safe everyone.. prayers and luv.. my_angel_eyes3

my_angel_eyes3http://www.blogger.com/profile/02392493991782398278noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893528.post-1099350323344669042004-11-01T16:43:00.000-06:002004-11-01T17:05:23.343-06:00

So going from preteen into later teens i got a job when i was 16 at pizza hut.. i wanted to be away from my home as much as possible so i worked two other jobs the summer i was turning 17... i worked at a resturant that was open 24 hours so i worked there on 3rd shift... then in the morning i detaisled corn and then was at work at pizza hut by 6pm.. i would go 2 days strait of no sleeping but

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So i posted a few of my poems today and it's late so i will be heading to bed... But when you stop by to read these poems and other writings of mine here know that i am sharing my past with you... My poems were written when i was full of pain and anger and hurting... I have healed alot since i wrote those poems and in time i will be sharing my healing process but right now i'm just trying to

my_angel_eyes3http://www.blogger.com/profile/02392493991782398278noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893528.post-1099291725433647222004-11-01T01:42:00.000-06:002004-11-01T00:48:45.433-06:00

friends???by jenny dobson friends to mecan you really beor when you seewill you run from meyou find out my pastand you run real fastmy past is to horriblefor you to barebut do you understandwhen you run from mewhen i see you goyou're saying it's my faulti know you dont mean toi can't blame ya for runninbut can you blame mefor feeling the shameeach one of you that runsyou make the shame that much

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Love by jenny dobson how can i lovewhen i feel no lovehow can someone love meif i dont love mehow do you learn to lovewhen you've never felt lovehow do you give lovewhen you've never been given lovelove is a strong emotionis there really such a thinghow do you know it is lovewhen it can be the opposite thingwhen someone says i love youhow do you know it's realfor is there such a thingas someone

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Tony 

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charli 

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I feel in a rambling mood tonight... I feel at work the other night... slipped on a wet floor and didn't realize the other staff had mopped.. but anyways i hurt my back.. and now i'm on meds for it... which is not good for my other job because i am also a CNA.. and i have to beable to lift my residents... Got to see a bunch of cute little trick or treaters tonight... my sister took my kids

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garden 

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For tonight i wrote the last post and i'm going to share one more poem here and then will write more and share some more with everyone tomorrow.. some of my poems will be hard to read.. but they were written in a time when i needed to get things out of my system... It was the real start of my healing process... prayers and luv.. my_angel_eyes3 a childs screams by jenny dobson deep inside this

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When i 14 or so i started helping teach bible school to the younger kids.. i went to church every sunday and really enjoyed myself.. Then i went to get confirmed... The pastor that we had then was a sick man though many did not know it until someone started saying the things he did... He would tell us sick jokes and he was always real touchy feely... It was then that i decided the day i was

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I want to start this out by saying i'm sorry to Amy for removing her post.. i did have a copy and want to repost it there through this one... it was not my intention at all to remove her comments to me... please eccept my apology Amy.. here is what she had said in her posts.. i pray she still feels the same... {I just wanted to tell you that i think its awesome that your using your past to

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His love 

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this little girl of 8 by jenny dobson this little girl of 8 runs to her roomin hopes that he will pass her by she prays that he will not look her way she runs to her closet in hopes he will not see her for she knows that it's forbiddenthat it's a sin this little girl of 8 she runs to her room in hopes that the rage she sends will pass her by she knows not a day goes by that she must feel this

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The first memories i really have of being abused is with my uncle. He molested me from the time i was 3 til i was almost 12 that i know of for sure. As i got older things went further and my mother began to help him. I have horrible dreams of my mother looking down at me holding me down while my uncle did things to me and then sometimes in my dreams there is another woman holding me down

my_angel_eyes3http://www.blogger.com/profile/02392493991782398278noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893528.post-1098851893441834782004-10-26T23:27:00.000-05:002004-10-26T23:38:13.440-05:00

In the upcoming posts i will be telling you all about what i went through as a child and as an adult or as much as i can remember. I know many will not like reading about it and some of it will be pretty hard to read. Emotion wise that is... But it will let you all know about me and how i came to be what i am today. After i will begin telling you about my walk to bring Jesus into my life and

my_angel_eyes3http://www.blogger.com/profile/02392493991782398278noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8893528.post-1098844795872410912004-10-26T21:35:00.000-05:002004-10-26T21:39:55.873-05:00

I'm new to this and will take some time getting use to it. I will be writing daily if my schedule permits it. I work two jobs plus i am a single mom. This will be my time to myself to hopefully help others go through their healing process by seeing how i am healing and how my Father in heaven has helped me get to where i am today. So be blessed and i pray this will help you. prayers and luv

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