still no sleep/ BULL ATTACK...
So here i am and still really no sleep from last night. I got about 1 hour and in that one hour that i dozed off a little my mind just kept on racing. Nothing able to slow it down. Thoughts upon thoughts flying through my head. So here i am once again writing.. but i never really got to update anyway since i moved on what all has been going on since the move...
For one.. I am starting college in the fall. I am going to go to become a councelor. I want to counsel troubled and abused teens. In time and i am giving myself a 10 year leaway i want to have a safe house for abused and troubled teens. I know it will take alot to do and it is only in the beginning stages right now in my mind. But it will take me 6 years of college then i am giving myself a few years after that to work to get my goal of a safe house for them.
Since the move last month my son moved with his father when school got out. He feels his dad can teach him to be a man better then i can and he is probably right. There is no hard feelings but it will take me some time of getting use to him not being here everyday eccept for the weekends he is usually at his dads.
BULL ATTACK!!!!!!!!!
I went to pick up my son today only to find out that 3 days ago he was attacked by a bull and nobody felt they should call me. I am taking my son to the docs tomorrow to get him checked. He is having some pain in his left leg and alot of pain in his back.. So i will let you know what they say.. i am sure that nothing is severe.. probably just bruises and such but me being me i am getting him checked out to be on the safe side... so now.. let me tell you about the attack...
My son now lives on a farm with his dad.. i'm sure you could tell that already since he was attacked by a bull.. well they milk cows among alot of other things as well.. one of my sons chores is to feed the baby calves... Well my son chose to walk through the pen with the bull in it because it is shorty for one... 2.. the bull has always seemed fine.. and 3.. he's got his fathers attitude.. or had.. that nothing can hurt him...
Well my son is 11 years old.. So he goes in the pen and shews the bull away and starts walking across when he realizes he forgot to shut the gate.. so he goes back and all of a sudden he hears something like galloping towards him.. so as he is turning to see all of a sudden he is thrown into the air.. he landed against the gate to the bull was able to get at him again and toss him into the air again... my son hit the ground and just laid there... what was the bull doing.. he was butting his head into my sons head and shoulders and side and sniffing him making sure he was dead or making sure he had won or something... My son told me at this point what came to his mind is what he dad has been telling him these past few years that if he was ever attacked by a bull to just lay there and not move because the bull thinks he has won and will stop... my son also said that the whole time he was praying that either his dad or his cousin Jesse would show up and save him....
That of course is exactly what happened.. Scott.. my sons father.. came walking around the corner of the barn and saw what was happening.. got a big rock and threw it at the bull and chased the bull away and got my son out of there... so what has my son learned... 1. to stay away from the pen and go the long way around to get to where he needs to go... 2. to remember to listen and learn what his dad is telling him...
Now the damages done on my son.. he's got a bruised side.. bruised arms and a few bruises on his legs.. That is the external damages.. oh and a sore back.. i dont believe that there is any internal damages but i am not taking any chances.. i feel that he should have been taken to the docs sooner but he is with me now and i will take him myself now...
What did i do? Well.. i guess you could say i kinda freaked on his dad.. no not physical but i yelled and threatened and well.. i was mad.. but what made me so mad is i was scared that it could of been worse.. and when i got scared i got mad.. so i left.. with my son.. and then i started feeling bad.. because i started thinking well.. how did Scott feeling seeing it.. coming upon his son with a bull standing over him nudging him to see if he was dead or alive... i mean Scott kept his head and got his son out of there.. i ask myself what would i of done.. i probably would of freaked and handled things the wrong way.. i know nothing of farming and what to do and what not to do... So i called Scott.. i told him that i was sorry.. i told him that i was scared.. i cried over the phone to him.. i hate crying.. but it was like all the madness was gone and i was so very glad that Scott was the one who was there and who handled it.. It scares me that i don't even want to send Tony.. my son back there.. but that is where he wants to be... and i can only pray that he will learn from this.. i believe that he has.. I mean i know that he was scared real bad and he is sore and stuff.. i think he has learned.. all i can say is that i am very proud of my son for listening and remember what his dad said.. and i am very proud of Scott for keeping in control and getting Tony out of there as safely and as quickly as he could...
The bull had no horns.. from the looks of the marks on my son if he had had horns my son would of been gutted... and that scares me so much that even now i am beginning to tear up and i dont want to send my son back there.. But i know deep down that Scott will never purposely ever let anything happen to Tony.. So.. i am leaving it in Gods hands and in Scotts hands and i will pray daily for God to show my son wisdom and guidance and to keep watch over him....
I think i am done typing right now.. my eyes are getting blurry.... please.. if you read this.. pray for God to be with my son.. farms can be just as dangerous if not more so then any normal city town or whatever.. please keep him in your prayers..
prayers and luv.. jenny
For one.. I am starting college in the fall. I am going to go to become a councelor. I want to counsel troubled and abused teens. In time and i am giving myself a 10 year leaway i want to have a safe house for abused and troubled teens. I know it will take alot to do and it is only in the beginning stages right now in my mind. But it will take me 6 years of college then i am giving myself a few years after that to work to get my goal of a safe house for them.
Since the move last month my son moved with his father when school got out. He feels his dad can teach him to be a man better then i can and he is probably right. There is no hard feelings but it will take me some time of getting use to him not being here everyday eccept for the weekends he is usually at his dads.
BULL ATTACK!!!!!!!!!
I went to pick up my son today only to find out that 3 days ago he was attacked by a bull and nobody felt they should call me. I am taking my son to the docs tomorrow to get him checked. He is having some pain in his left leg and alot of pain in his back.. So i will let you know what they say.. i am sure that nothing is severe.. probably just bruises and such but me being me i am getting him checked out to be on the safe side... so now.. let me tell you about the attack...
My son now lives on a farm with his dad.. i'm sure you could tell that already since he was attacked by a bull.. well they milk cows among alot of other things as well.. one of my sons chores is to feed the baby calves... Well my son chose to walk through the pen with the bull in it because it is shorty for one... 2.. the bull has always seemed fine.. and 3.. he's got his fathers attitude.. or had.. that nothing can hurt him...
Well my son is 11 years old.. So he goes in the pen and shews the bull away and starts walking across when he realizes he forgot to shut the gate.. so he goes back and all of a sudden he hears something like galloping towards him.. so as he is turning to see all of a sudden he is thrown into the air.. he landed against the gate to the bull was able to get at him again and toss him into the air again... my son hit the ground and just laid there... what was the bull doing.. he was butting his head into my sons head and shoulders and side and sniffing him making sure he was dead or making sure he had won or something... My son told me at this point what came to his mind is what he dad has been telling him these past few years that if he was ever attacked by a bull to just lay there and not move because the bull thinks he has won and will stop... my son also said that the whole time he was praying that either his dad or his cousin Jesse would show up and save him....
That of course is exactly what happened.. Scott.. my sons father.. came walking around the corner of the barn and saw what was happening.. got a big rock and threw it at the bull and chased the bull away and got my son out of there... so what has my son learned... 1. to stay away from the pen and go the long way around to get to where he needs to go... 2. to remember to listen and learn what his dad is telling him...
Now the damages done on my son.. he's got a bruised side.. bruised arms and a few bruises on his legs.. That is the external damages.. oh and a sore back.. i dont believe that there is any internal damages but i am not taking any chances.. i feel that he should have been taken to the docs sooner but he is with me now and i will take him myself now...
What did i do? Well.. i guess you could say i kinda freaked on his dad.. no not physical but i yelled and threatened and well.. i was mad.. but what made me so mad is i was scared that it could of been worse.. and when i got scared i got mad.. so i left.. with my son.. and then i started feeling bad.. because i started thinking well.. how did Scott feeling seeing it.. coming upon his son with a bull standing over him nudging him to see if he was dead or alive... i mean Scott kept his head and got his son out of there.. i ask myself what would i of done.. i probably would of freaked and handled things the wrong way.. i know nothing of farming and what to do and what not to do... So i called Scott.. i told him that i was sorry.. i told him that i was scared.. i cried over the phone to him.. i hate crying.. but it was like all the madness was gone and i was so very glad that Scott was the one who was there and who handled it.. It scares me that i don't even want to send Tony.. my son back there.. but that is where he wants to be... and i can only pray that he will learn from this.. i believe that he has.. I mean i know that he was scared real bad and he is sore and stuff.. i think he has learned.. all i can say is that i am very proud of my son for listening and remember what his dad said.. and i am very proud of Scott for keeping in control and getting Tony out of there as safely and as quickly as he could...
The bull had no horns.. from the looks of the marks on my son if he had had horns my son would of been gutted... and that scares me so much that even now i am beginning to tear up and i dont want to send my son back there.. But i know deep down that Scott will never purposely ever let anything happen to Tony.. So.. i am leaving it in Gods hands and in Scotts hands and i will pray daily for God to show my son wisdom and guidance and to keep watch over him....
I think i am done typing right now.. my eyes are getting blurry.... please.. if you read this.. pray for God to be with my son.. farms can be just as dangerous if not more so then any normal city town or whatever.. please keep him in your prayers..
prayers and luv.. jenny
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