Feeling better

Ok.... so i find myself feeling better today... is it something of my doing?? No of course not! i have had many of you and many friends praying for me and a few days ago a joined a few Christian groups that are just that.. Just Christian groups... a place i need to go and ask for prayers and i read their posts and they are very uplifting groups... upon joining one of the groups it had a 24 hour prayer group.. so i had to see for sure that it was really 24 hours and it was later in the night when i joined... so i went in and sure enough someone was in there... and they talked to me for a little bit got to know me and i got to know them and then they prayed for me...wonderful of them... i have been posting more in my groups and giving my groups the time they should have... i have been inviting more to my yahoo group... so maybe we can reach out to more people.. see i always tend to start feeling better when i feel i am doing something to help people.. and i was totally closing myself off from everyone... Even Jesus.. what did i do... i turned and didn't see myself even going to Him for help.. bad of me... anyway.. i'm back and will be writing more again and hopefully getting things off on a good start again... prayers and luv.. jenny