Friends??

friends???

by jenny dobson

friends to me

can you really be

or when you see

will you run from me

you find out my past

and you run real fast

my past is to horrible

for you to bare

but do you understand

when you run from me

when i see you go

you're saying it's my fault

i know you dont mean to

i can't blame ya for runnin

but can you blame me

for feeling the shame

each one of you that runs

you make the shame that much more

so do i not tell

not let you see

the real me

afraid to be seen

afraid to open up

for fear of rejection

or do i keep talking

cause they say it helps

do i keep feelin the shame

everytime you run

for out of all of you

there comes a few

ones that want to help

and will stay til the end

i have a few of those

and they mean the world to me

there words come through

strong to me

but these few friends

they must see

that all these friends

are controlling me

turning my strength

into shame

for i lose more friends everyday

see what you do to me

you bring out the shame

your draggin me down

so please don't ask

if you can't handle the past