My faith

my faith
by jenny dobson

my faith is shakey
i've been put to the test
i stand there shaking
trying to do my best
searching to see
if he is deep within me
wondering am i worthy of His love
or am i to be shoved from above
am i to have that inner peace
or ami to always have this inner beast
can He not see i wish to believe
can He not see how unworthy i be
i try to find him
but i cannot see
is there still hope
to get the faith back in me